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June 05

~*~ PoEm ~*~

Countless lies in life time we make
Ceaseless doubts are mainly fake
Reasonable words sometimes are said
It's only source is from the head
Imaginary thoughts we're following
For our dreams we are crawling
Insatiability obsessing the body and soul
By following it we lose control
Animosity inhibits each and every vein
After suffering from so much pain
Extremely tough to live this life
Without attempting to visualize
Consequences of our doings will tell
Whether we'll go to heaven or hell
Death at any moment will arrive
Chasing slyly with super strive
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May 19

~ 12tH MaY '06 ~

Yo Yo Yo~!! Thanks for all the guys and gals tht came down to our BBQ event. Without u all... it will not b happening. Thanks to Had,khai and kak bunga for the support.. Especially my partner, had, Thanks for making it a smooth run when im not around. ahakz... to those guys tht went back before 10... well .. im sorry i wasnt around to greet u.. Cos i kinda stuck outside at camp. *SiGh* Well.. thts army life. But at least i made it. HeHeHe... So Those With pics of the gathering... please guys... Send them to my email @ bigbear2006@hotmail.com ... And to my Abang.. Abang Zul .. Sorry babe.. i thought we did inform.. too busy ah. ahakz... Next gathering will b out soon... so.. Please update yaself ... -PeaCe OuT-
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April 28

GATHERING FOR THE MONTH OF MAY '06

GATHERING FOR THE MONTH OF MAY '06

 

EVENT:    POT LUCK PICNIC & BBQ NITE

VENUE:    East Coast Park
DATE  :    12th May 2006
TIME  :    1400hrs Onwards
PIT    :    PiT 16 (nearby golf range)

PRICE :   $5 Per Head / $9 Per Couple *

                        *For BBQ

 

Hey Hey Hey.. Be There Or Be Square Guys and Gals. There Will Be Fun Event And Games And There will be prizes given. There will be loads and loads of food!! And to all Lucky single gals.. GUYS WILL BE AUCTION OFF.. hehe.. Well.. Its One of our fun event. Do Join us!!!Grand Opening Of iTz Ya RaDiO.. Your Music Your Way.

 

CORE Organizer:  Eddy  :  93807057

                          Haddy:  82078365 (SMS)

Co-Organizer    :  Estee & Bunga

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My LiFe..

Almost Half A Month i Type of something to u Bloggy. How have i been... Lemme See... I became a DJ for iTz Ya RaDiO. HeH.. I been Rated as DJ COOL... Thank you Thank you. Wow.. It was too much. heh. Thanks Guys And Gals for supporting me.
 
4 yrs have passed seen the death of my fairly beloved wife. I miss her? yeah.. alot. I've been through alot this passed 4 yrs. Dear.. Hope you still remember me if i meet u up there. MuAcKs.. U will always b in my heart Rachel Seri Diyana.
 
Well.. My ex came back After her 3 yrs of marriage broken up. And she claimed tht her son was mine too not her ex-husband's. We went for DNA test and it showed positive match. WOW... im a daddy. But things went wrong.. She ran again with my son and saying she found another guy. Guess i Cant call myself daddy to him. Once a bith always a bitch. No offence gals. Too Angry...
 
Hmmm... Ever think god is so unfair to u.Well.. i did. When i was about to settle down with my life and be happy.. thing went wrong.. 1stly i lost my wife.. guess the wedding vow is true after all.. "Till death do us apart".. 2ndly.. i lost my fiance to my enemy.. Bastards do lurk around even u r engaged.. so guys.. becareful. 3rdly.. now.. i lost my own flesh and blood.
 
Thanks To My Dear fren.. Naqiah.. she advise me alot and to move on. Even though she's young.. She cheered me up.. strange.. hehe.. thanks Naqiah larling.. hehe. As i ever said "TheE NeVeR WouLd FaLL iN LoVe AgAiN.. As ThY HeArT HaS ShaTTeReD InTo MiLLiOnS.." I cant fall in love.. Sorry Gals.. Bear is always Unavailable. Living life with a loveless Heart.
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April 14

SiMpLe pLaN - MeeT YoU ThErE

Meet You There

by Simple Plan

 

Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But now I guess it's just to late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time

And where I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
and even if I need you
I'll meet you there

~*~ThE EnD~*~

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DoT DoT DoT DoT DoTSsSSsssss....

WoW... Its been 2 freaking months i type something in ma Blog... Sorry Dear blog. kekekeke..
Well... 2 months plus without her.. As days passes by.. i try to forget those days. Dating Diff Gals and Meet New frens. Doesnt mean i date alot of girls.. im a flirt k. Juz Being frenly. Cheers to The old eddy tht is BACK!!
 
As i learnt... She's not the only one thts around... as they say.. There's alot of fishes in the sea. or .. Bunga bukan sekuntum. hehehe. Life Have To Go on. The Earth is still spinning in orbit. Doesnt mean she's gone, it's the end of the world. LOOK!!! The world still alive and kicking.We have to b strong at times. Stand Up, and Breathe in the fresh KOPI.
 
I Meet up with alot of new frens in the way. Haddy,Amy,Shakir,Mesh,Nura,BeLo,Paitoa.. alot more....
Dont Forget... Fara
She's The one giving me advice and telling me to b strong.
To SaSya,
Thanks for msg2 me even though u attach...
To Siti who working at Transit Rd 7-11..
Thanks for being there when i need comfort..
To My Bros, Khai & Azhar..
You guys are the man!!!!
To My Another big bro.. Abg Zul...
Thanks for the adventures.. i need the breaks... =)
And Lastly to the guys and Gals of #melayuchat , Galaxynet..
THANKS!!!!!!!
 

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~~SeE HoW HaPPy I M~~

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February 07

BeiNg sTaBBeD AgAiN AnD LeFt In ThE DaRk

Hey there... its been a long time i type something. *SIGH* Life treating me so cruel. people juz said its a test of life. One day... We r happy again.. well .. not happy as in back together but as friends. "Special Friends". One day i asked her out to valentine's, she rejected cos she think tht she working.
4th January, We went out together. Went to Causeway to buy her watch.. then went to orchard to shop. Went to jurong point to buy her wallet.. then finally we went to ginza to teach her how to download MP3. I thought is ok and fine. I felt happy again to see her smile and all.
The Next day.. We went out again to ginza. Accompany her to download her MP3 and give her some tips. I actually didnt do much.. dont get to play the computer much.. but.. its a good deed i did. Hey.. to me, its worth it. Then she told me she off on valentine and lazy to go out. So i asked her again since she told me she lazy to go out. Straight away.. She say NO to my face. The NO is like a knife that stabbed my heart. Later tht night.. she told me she going out on tht day... Is she playing around with me? I dont know..
Nowadays... i have no friends around me.. Everyday in camp.. every night.. i will sit at the corner of my single bunk.. all dark.. looking at our pictures at my phone.. God.. i love her so much. everytime i think of her.. there's bound to b tears at my eyes.. I cant think of her.. Cos i dont want ppl to see i cry. How my heart tortured.. and felt the sorrow within... I been wondering around the garden in my mind.. Looking for her. Every dream i dreamt, i been walking senselessly.. looking for her.. how i wish she back here again.. im so lonely.. im so depressed .. What shall i do ?
A Simple Poem I wrote....
 
In the middle of a smile, my heart cries. 
The day I lost you, I wanted to die, 
but I'll survive.
Why did you do what you did,
To hurt me so bad that I cried all night.

I'll love you forever.
I'll never forget you.
You are my baby and my life.
When we split up,
It felt like you stabbed my heart
With a knife!
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